TODAY I WANTED TO QUIT!!

I just wanted tolay there and do the same thing that i'd been doing for the last 20 years. If I keep doing what i'm doing i am gonna keep getting what i am getting" God made me get up. If I quit How cam i show that i am trusitng God in what I am asking Him for. "The race is not given to the swift but to those who endure the race" This weight didn't come swiftly and its not going swiftly. But as long as he strengthens . Who would have thought that I'D be in a gym 2 hours a day, much less one. I enjoy the time with me exercising, wanting to push my self. i want immediate results, but that's not gonna happen, even though I do see my collar bone trying to show it self and for me that's a sign that something is trying to melt away.. I thank God for not allowing me to just lay there today and do nothing. But TO GET ME UP. and i say that because if it was up to me, i'd still just there with the remote control . THANK YOU GOD, for each and every friend that encourages and motivates me, Especially to Camille who is my inspiration with her exercise and mindset. I thank God for working with me in every aspect. Showing Himself and revealing Himself in people, and places. I WILL NOT QUIT. i AM DETERMINED TO MAKE POSITIVE CHANGES AND BE HAPPY WIth THEM. DID MY 45 AQUA CLASS TODAY AND THEN THE CARIO WEIGHT CIRCUIT. lOOKING FORWARD TO MY Y CHANGE AT THE ymca.. sO MANY GREAT THINGS TO LOOK forward too.. sorry bout the caps.Back in may my friend Desiree' invited me to a meet and greet with Smokie Norful., at that time i had lost my job and was getting discourages. I told him about my situation and he told me there was a song on his new cd #9 'Don't Quit", it is my Battlefield song, in the mist of any storm. I will NOT quit. Love God and Finally LOVING ME enoguh to RUN THIS RACE!!. RUN,TRACY RUN. My goal is to one day run a marathon, for now its to get to the point that I can run on a treadmill. that's is attainable and I WILL attain it, with God on My Side I CAN make it. TO GOD BE THE GLORY FOR HE IS SO WORHTY TO BE PRAISED.